“Sometimes the shift isn’t that the list gets shorter. You just finally feel like you have the energy to handle it.”

It’s afternoon and today has been busy as FUCK, but damn I’ve checked a bunch of shit off the to-do list!!! My voice is HORRIBLE - like seriously, I swear it sounds like I’ve been gargling glass - but apparently that hasn’t stopped me from making the calls I needed to make and getting shit done. LOL. Probably not my smartest move, and I should likely shut up for a few hours at some point, but we’ll cross that bridge when we get there.

The funny part is the to-do list is still growing. Of course it fucking is. LOL. But for some reason that isn’t bothering me nearly as much today because I finally knocked out a bunch of the little crap that’s been sitting there forever. You know those stupid little things that aren't actually BIG things, but every damn time you look at your list there they are? And because there are twelve of them they somehow start feeling like one giant thing? Yeah. Those. A bunch of them are finally DONE, which means I’m starting to edge into some of the stuff I’m actually excited about.

And there is a LOT coming. Utah is less than a month away, which still feels slightly insane to say. There are things I want to build, things I want to create, some business stuff I’ve been wanting to clean up, research I want to dive into, and a few ideas that have been sitting over there patiently waiting for me to finally have enough brain space to look at them. So yes, technically my list is still a mile long, but it’s starting to become a different list. Less fuck, I still have to deal with that and more oooooh, I finally get to work on THAT.

Maybe that's why the energy feels different too. There is still sooooo much happening astrologically right now, and I keep coming back to the fact that none of these energies exist in their own little bubble. We’ve got the longer retrograde stories happening, eclipse energy getting louder, the everyday Moon stuff adding its own flavour, and then all of that hits everybody differently depending on their chart. Which is probably why I can look around my world right now and see ten people experiencing the same collective energy in ten completely different ways.

For me, though, there’s definitely been this ongoing theme of clearing shit out, reviewing what’s working, looking at what isn't, and figuring out what I actually want to carry forward. And apparently that includes my damn to-do list. LOL. Because maybe progress isn't always getting everything finished. Maybe sometimes progress is finally getting enough of the annoying shit out of the way that you can see the exciting stuff underneath it.

And THAT is where I feel like I’m finally getting.

Plus the weather is fucking fabulous today, which helps. After the storms, rain, basement pumping and general weather bullshit we've had lately, I am absolutely taking a beautiful day when I get one. I can sneak outside for ten minutes, get some sun, wander around with the dogs and come back in feeling like a human again. It's the little things around here. LOL.

So no, everything isn't done. Not even fucking close. My voice sounds atrocious, my list is still growing, and I’m sure the Universe has another oh hey, don't forget about this! waiting around the corner because apparently that's just how we're doing things lately.

But I'm making headway.

More importantly, I can finally see some of the fun shit coming.

So hydration beside me, tunes cranked - although definitely NO singing today LMAO - to-do list handy, and maybe another quick wander outside while this gorgeous weather lasts.

Then back at it.

Let’s go Do the Dang Thang!!!